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rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 17:06:28 GMT

single.
going to norway?

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 16:36:40 GMT

I went to 3oh3 last night, it was awesome. So many 14 year old jits. Word... Robb was in heaven.
Family Force 5 is a fucking epic and entertaining band to see live. I mean, it's no GWAR but oh well.
I am at work, alone, bored.
I lost my voice last night, people that I have to talk to look at me like I'm purple or something when I open my mouth.
I went downtown last night? Yeah, I think I did..saw Pita and Shamir, BBQ was fun.

College is over.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 01:56:39 GMT

I would like to begin by saying that the state of Missouri is the worst place I have been to up to this day of my life. It is cold, overcast, and boring. With that being said, my trip was refreshing. It didn't feel like I had ever even been apart from Frank. Weird, but extremely reassuring. It is weird that Frank has money now, and I don't mean that in a mean way, but I did not spend a penny up there. He comes home June 9th (hopefully).

I have one more assignment to do for college, amazing. I am so glad I took my time and did the whole slow poke 5 year thing, what's the rush? I guess I can say that because my dad gives me money.

Speaking of which, I had to pick him up from the airport yesterday, it was good to see him. It was nice to take care of someone, with Frank being gone and all. I took him to dinner, did his laundry, and made sure he got on the train OK this morning. I miss doing nice things for Frank all the time, so I took it out on my dad, ha. Well anyways, he told me he would give me 3 grand to finish paying my rent for me until August. He then proceeded to hand me a gold coin, weighing one ounce. The current price of gold is about 950 an ounce. He had 3 in his pocket, I swear he is so odd. Very unique though. He also offered to help Frank with his remaining student loan, which is nice of him. He really respects him now (or he as just accepted that "yeah, it's serious").
I have 2 days left of teaching at my internship, then the next week I will be just observing other classes in the school. I am excited to shadow the gifted class.

I am not walking in graduation, but I am going to go visit Jamie when she does!
May will be filled with working a lot more at the park, Sarasota and Gainesville Jamie trips, and one more trip to miserable Missouri to see my baybay. June will hopefully be filled with more working, a cruise with my baybay or a trip to Puerto Rico.

I just ran 3 miles, I love feeling epic after.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 19:29:16 GMT

Good news:
-I have done everything (except making one graph, and writing one short paper) to graduate.
-It is currently my spring break
-I ran 4 miles today
-I had fun last night at Froggers

Bad news:
-It is spring break, and everyone else is working or has classes, so I am so effing bored since I am done with most my hw and all my chores and errands.
-Robb has the dog, and today would be the perfect day to go on a long walk.

play with me.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 13:25:34 GMT

4 days until I am flying to Missouri to see Frank. He will be home for good on June 6th. Hurray!
I took Bear back for the weekend, stole her away from Robb. Hurray!
Fast and Furious was terrible (or terribly awesome).
I am done with my Tesol notebook and my Livetext online portfolio (4 years in the making).
I have 2 weeks left of internship.
I am not walking at graduation.
Matt came to visit me at the park yesterday.
I am so happy I didn't go out last night. Dwayne and JB's drunkfest is still wrecking my body.
Running before work.

making school my bitch

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 01:06:06 GMT

TESOL notebook: An ongoing compilation of work from your entire college career, related to ESOL students.
Livetext: An ongoing online compilation of all work done for your major.
I have not kept up with these, and it is a stressed thing all through out the major! You need to present both to be able to graduate, even IF you complete all classes and do well. It has been weighing on my mind for..years. And I just put in about an hour of work, and I am SO close to finishing them both. I feel free, and it feels amazing.

I
am
so
close.

Frankie got a cell phone too :) Pretty much life is awesome, and I can't wait to graduate, travel, and make some money and love.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 00:18:51 GMT

I wish you would call me backkkkk love.
Frank is squad leader again, obv. He is in Missouri right now doing more of his MOS training. Won't be home until July. I am going up there to see him in the beginning of April, and then in May.

I was skeptical of staying with him because of the distance thing, but I think that because of people in my life, they have shown me that what I have with Frank is actually really special and that I should cherish that because I won't/don't have it with anyone else. So thank you for helping me see that.

I'd say Robb is one of my best friends right now, but we spent way too much time together when I was sick, which I am so happy for him and that he took care of me.

Oh BTW, I had a really bad kidney infection. Massive amount of E Coli in there. Oops..? I was in bed for a whole week, fucking sucked.

I am excited now, not worried or skeptical, to travel the world. Just do it. So...take the next year off, work at the skate park and substitute teach for money while Frank is home going back to school, and when the time comes...move around the world. Yeah, it's no graduate school, but it's more fun AND you can never learn something out of book as well as you could by traveling around and experiencing it.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:30:17 GMT

It's Sunday. It is going to rain today, so I am not going to work, but instead working on my case studies and cleaning my room. Robb went to Tampa last night, therefore I am bored right now. I can't wait to graduate and move and start my life, it's exciting because I still don't know what I am doing, but I know I have someone in either place or option who will do the best they can to help me.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 23:37:01 GMT

When we made a toast to new beginnings over wine in Savannah, I didn't know it would mean this.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 17:04:58 GMT

i went downtown last night with 2 people that i don't know that well and sebastian, expanding friendships is fun.
i saw taken, it was a good movie. also, lobster volcano rolls are the best thing on the planet :)
i wish i was at gasparilla right now.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 21:30:32 GMT

working 40 hours a week
up at 6am to run, work 8-4, then hw, run again, or sometimes class from 6-9.
franks visit was good.
3 months until he is home again.

my marine

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 01:13:09 GMT

Frank was company honor grad, which is the highest you can receive, and there is only one per graduation. He is also an expert rifleman, which most of his superiors at Parris are not. He was also the PLT highest shooter, and was 2 points away from best pft (physical fitness test) out of the whole company.
In conclusion is he amazing. Going to be promoted to Lance Corporal in a few weeks :) He is only here for 8 more days though :(
Also, he looks amazing. We spent the weekend in Savannah. I got a ring, it's sweet.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 02:55:51 GMT

Just ran 4 miles, obv. I am not even out of breath anymore, epic.
I got the OK to go to South Carolina to see Frank graduate, so I am on cloud nine, obv.
So lets see...
I don't have class tomorrow night either, which is awesome. I could drive up Wednesday night, but I think I am going to wait and just wake up early Thursday morning at 5am and drive up..still haven't decided.
I am really excited, it doesn't feel like it has been 3 months.

<3

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Wed, 14 Jan 2009 23:11:15 GMT

Just did my hair, looks amazing, love it.

Last night I went downtown to IBar with Robb, Randy, Brett L., Sara B, Megan Scott..takin' it back old school. Awesome time though, old music is the shitttt.

I am sitting in class right now, UCF's clinical experience and internship program is so ass backwards. I was supposed to start last Monday, but I drove to the school which is 35 minutes away, and the teacher is sick and they relocated my school but didn't tell me. Little did they know that I was going to throw a fit and NOT drive to fucking Ocoee. So they need to relocate me, aka I am missing the first week pretty much. Woohoo.

I am going to Gainesville this friday again, I love it.

Today I rode the motorcycle to the Blanchard park and ran 4 miles, not stopping in less than 35 minutes. Awesome.

Frank gets home in 9 days, hip hip horray!

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:59:42 GMT

I am updating from my phone. epic. I love befriending new people and getting out and living life.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Thu, 08 Jan 2009 00:19:53 GMT

I am sitting in class right now, I almost forgot that it started this week, I realized that it did when I was done with planning a trip to Savannah with my dad randomly. I had to call him back and cancel, bummer.
Class is boring, I get to see my baby in 16 days! I am so excited.
Today was a good day filled with running, sushi, brownies, and baileys. Epic.
I think I am going to Gainesville tomorrow, and I am going to the race track tonight on the bike. Maybe I will run it, I brought my jacket n my helmet. It is bright pink, I am a BA.
Life is good. Like Always.

i love life

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 22:35:54 GMT

I am about to book an apartment loft on River St. in Savannah GA for the weekend that Frank graduates, it is epic looking. Sounds like something he would like? I hope so.

So it's 2009, doesn't feel any different. I didn't make a resolution because 1 it is pointless and 2 I already have a perfect life.

I went to IKEA and the outlets the other day with Robb randomly, and spent like 350 bucks. Oops. I got a bunch of Lacoste and Burberry tops and polos. I am very excited about this. I am going to start going through the closet tomorrow and tossing old stuff and upgrading things :)
School is about to start, last semester, sad.

I went to Tampa for New Years, it was a lot of fun. "rough life" "irish car bombs" and "sanding door frames" would sum up the trip. Also, "this is why we can't have nice things" and "hey what do you have there! DRINK IT!" and "everything Dino touches spills."
It was good for me to go out and do something else that was not high school incest related, which I am so over by the way. So instead I got immersed in a different high school's bullshit and gossip, lol which was so much fun. Aaaaand if some people are not okay with that (branching out and hanging out with different people in a responsible normal friendly way) and always think the worst about something or someones intentions, then get over yourself and do yourself a favor by getting a life? (But not mine, because mine is sweet.) But trust me, work on yourself and your life and making it better, and you will not be so caring about other people's lives. If there is someone in your life that doesn't feel the same (and people do change and people need to realize it can't always be the same) then life is too short to keep trying to make it work. I don't know where this is coming from, a 2009 outlook on life I guess you could say..well in conclusion, I have had an amazing winter break and could not be happier about the friends I have (even though Robby left :( but he did just call me :) )

Soooo yeah, I've been running everyday still (with the exception of new years, oye), and today I ran 4 miles at Blanchard with Bear. <3

peace out
and in
<3

hurray

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 23:54:40 GMT

I was 123.5 this morning, went running for about 30 minutes after that because I was so excited :)

I then went Xmas shopping and got all that out of the way, and went to Plato's Closet. Got a bunch of Abercrombie tanks and some Lucky Brand Jeans (SIZE 3/4!) for 15 bucks, and they aren't even tight. God damn I am so stoked about that..

In other news, everyone in Orlando is pretty much gone, and I am lonely :( I wish I had cable and internet at my apartment.

I straightened my hair and cut it, oh yeah, it's also super blonde. I love life.

ONLY ONE MONTH LEFT UNTIL I GET TO SEE MY BABY! :)

FUCK YEAH

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Fri, 19 Dec 2008 23:24:56 GMT

I got a 4.0 this semester!!! Wowzer!!!
I am at work right now, we did a lot of Christmas events this past week for the city, adorable or pathetic? You decide.
My diet is going well, I am down to 125 today. I can wear most all of my high school clothes again, which is baller.
It is only a few days until Christmas, and today I laid out by the pool and it was 81 outside with clear skies. Tell me global warming isn't real....I am not complaining though.
I have been putting the Nikon D200 to good use, I will probably enter some of the pictures to magazines etc. Just for fun, no big deal..
Life is good. 35 days until Frank gets home.

make or break trip

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 22:06:56 GMT

I went to gville again on friday night. I went to go meet Jamie's bf, it didn't go so well. Besides him going psycho after drinking too much and making us both cry I had a great time lol. I took Bear and Robb and we were nomads.
I don't need that in my life, I tried..
I am at work right now.
Last night I went to City Walk and I drive in Robb's '68 Camaro SS.
I think I am going to Confines tonight.
I wish I would get a fucking letter from Frank..

ahhhh life

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 02:23:58 GMT

today: internship all day, did 1/3rd of hw load, packing some stuff
tuesday: the big move, do the rest of the hw load
wednesday and thursday: hw and finals prep and work :(
friday: internship make up day, work 5-10
saturday: RIDING TO GVILLE WITH ROBBY ON OUR BIKES, blackout?
sunday: work 3-9 :(

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 23:19:46 GMT

Sarasota was amazing, I am glad I got to be with Ciarra and Jamie in Orlando before we left too. Jamie Robby and I carpooled down there, and we had a great time. Robby blacked out alot, and I told Pat off for being a bad person and it felt great. I feel like a lot of my HS group of friends are skanks with no compassion for others feelings. Rough life. Anywho, it was amazing, and I love this town, and I love the beach and the Benz and the condo and my family. Life is amazing when I am there.

I am moving this week. Wowo.

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 15:02:33 GMT

last night was so much fun, everyone that i saw said i looked great. that makes me feel amazing, because all those guys...hot. i love being with friends and NOT being at home...we went to bonfire party and then to beta. cliff dropped me on the floor, i won beer pong with robb and didnt make a single cup, and we broke a million ceramic coffee mugs on the floor of one of the apts. also, warren is back in town, which is surprising and exciting.
my neighbor is cutting the grass and i am hungover, wtf doesnt he know it is a saturday morning and i am a college student....

rough life

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 22:52:30 GMT

start weight-148.5 *gasp*
current weight-128.5!!
goal weight-119.0 :)
Still running everyday, well, today I went to the gym and did the eliptical but still. I think I an attribute this extra weight loss to Frank being gone, with him not here to cook me meals all the time *which I do miss* I just don't make anything for myself. I am either busy or I forget. It's awesome..ha.

I am taking care of Ciarra's dogs today and tomorrow, Woogie is so damn cute I want to steal him for the night.

I feel like I am really reconnecting with a lot of people that I used to be good friends with, this makes me feel very happy and good about myself. I like hanging out with everyone and doing stuff every night. I have to live it up before I grow up (which is coming up real soon).

I am really looking forward to Turkey Trot and Thanksgiving, and seeing a lot of people that I only get to see a few times a year. Robby is coming down with me and eating with my family. I am going to miss him so much, and cry so much. Since 7th grade we have been pretty much together all the time, and lived together in college, and now he is leeeeeving me :(

Last night I stayed up until 5am, ahhh! It was fun. I love my roommate Sebasitian, aka Seabass.

After I graduate in May, I am going to go to Europe for the summer *again* with my dad and brother. Then I think I am going to get my Masters in Child and Family Counseling. We will see what happens..

in conclusion: life is good

rebeccasiff@hotmail.com — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 00:38:09 GMT

I just signed a lease today for Arden Villas, it's a 3 bedroom 3 bath and is 1700 sq ft. I'm moving with Gerald, Sebastian, and Frank (but he won't be there half time). I hope it's not loud there.
Anyways, I am going to be really poor soon.